Taraj21

Taraj21 posted an update

Hi everyone, gosh this is kind of embarrassing because I wish I had known about this community before today. For the past two years my father has been fighting colorectal cancer. In September we were told that it had matastasized to his lungs and bladder and fight as he may, he passed away on October 31, 2011. I haven’t been able to actually speak of this until now. It’s hard because the people around me don’t understand; they try but it’s impossible to comprehend unless you have lived the nightmare. My mother died in 2007 so my father was all I had left which makes it twice as hard, the thought that I’m 31 years old and both my parents are dead. I Just happened to watch this movie called Letters to God tonight which is where I discovered this community. I guess I just want comfort in knowing that there are others who truly understand this empty hole that I have inside me that no matter how much I try, cannot seem to be filled.